It's 18/05/2015, Exactly 10 days my flight to the United States. Have been resting for a few weeks from climbing hope that my shoulder will grow better from the September 2014 injury. But well, as everyone knows, rotator cuff is a little complicated compare to the previous injuries I've had.
So, I decided to touch the local rock one final time before my USA climbing trip. Who knows if my shoulder still allows me to climb after the trip. I may be resting for shoulder recovery after the Climbing trip in USA. And I know I'm going to miss the local rock... so much.... so much.... Especially the girl I love...
The day started with a saddening news. Jocelyn say she may not make it for climbing today. She just felt moody and no energy. Anyway, I just told her if she wants to climb, we'll be there. And it's better to come out to the crag and breath some fresh air and sweat rather than staying at home alone... And if she want to climb, we'll be there...
It was a lazy day for me, but I was prepared fot the Lost monkey, 6c just incase a climber Mellissa couldn't finish it. Well, she did a good job and made it to the top. I'm sure with a little more training and practice, she'll be able to clean it. I just proceed to my climb a route called Scotch On the Rock, 6a+. And to my surprise, Jocelyn came in and I suddenly felt endorphin flushing my body....
Later of the day, I belayed her to top rope the Lost Monkey. She had a hard time there struggling, but she still made it to the top. I was so proud of her....
While leaving the climbing site, I felt a little tear filling my eyes... Looking at the site I started climbing 16 years ago, knowing that it's going to be a while before I touch the handholds again... I left the site and proceeded to dinner. I had a Claypot Chicken Rice, and had some chat before leaving the restaurant.
Reached home, clean the gears and I felt like eating again. SO, I went to the KFC nearby for a Snack plate at 10pm. Right after the Snack Plate, I felt like eating ice cream, so I went to the Mc Donald's nearby. While queuing for my turn to order, I suddenly felt like eating a Fillet O Fish burger, so I ordered a set and finished it. I just felt like eating...
I think Anxiety kicks in and just felt like eating to control the stress and nervous I'm facing now. I too felt stressed and Nervous. And of course, I'm going to miss the local rock... And Jocelyn...
Thanks everyone for reading, if there is any. Till we meet again, do take care and may the creator bless you. Have a nice day ahead.
